This week I will like to write about my dreams. I always have had many dreams since I was little. I used to learn swimming quite professionally so I hoped I can be an Olympic swimmer. Other than that, I wanted to be a cabin attendant, a dancer at Tokyo Disney Resort, or a singer. Since I was little I have always wanted to have a job that can bring joy, happiness or smiles to people directly. Also, I have loved performing in front of people so I kind of want to become famous at something. This blog is something I’m writing to look back on in the coming years, so please read it when you have spare time.
Blog
This might be something people are interested about. Some people might say, “What on earth is she saying with a blog with such low quantity and quality?” However this is what I want to achieve in the future and where I’m heading for. My very last goal is to get invitations from famous fashion brands to their fashion shows. This is not why I started blogging but it is one of my dreams. I feel like it is disappointing that not a lot of influencers from Japan are invited to these events where a lot of influencers from around the world are. Also, even if there are influencers from Japan, most of them are active only in English. I put out blogs in both English and Japanese and my instagram is the same too. I don’t want to change this in the future as well even when I grow. Also, when the time comes and I will start a youtube channel, I would probably speak in English but put the Japanese subtitles by myself. Of course, fashion shows are not the only thing I would like to achieve but also brand trips, receiving PR products or working with magazines would be wonderful. I would like to be a blog-based influencer that is active in Japan and the rest of the world as well. Victoria McGrath (@inthefrow) and Leonie Hanne (@leoniehanne) would be people I look up to and who I want to be like. Just by looking at these people, they have made their way up there because of their hard work. So, I will like to do the same.
Self-Improvement
I would just like to improve myself. Right now I don’t have the confidence to wear short pants or tight skirts. So I would like to begin a diet. My diet doesn’t have any aim weight because I put weight on how I look and my silhouette. Also, I would like to lose weight in a healthy way so it might take some time. Also, I would love to have more knowledge. I would like to start with having more knowledge about fashion. So, I would like to start with the history of the brands I love and the trends of each decade. In addition, I would like to know more about current affairs and have a very deep knowledge about one category I truly adore. Also, I would love to have an elegant, feminine, and put together lifestyle. I would like to have more spare time in my life, be thankful to everything, live each day happily, and cherish everyday. To accomplish that, I need to remember manner and appreciation at all times and live each day calmly.
Beauty
To anyone asking what the difference there is from self-improvement, it might not be different to you, but to me I categorize them differently. Self-improvement is more about who I want to be in the inside and beauty is more about the outside. My first dream is to step out of my comfort zone. That applies to makeup, fashion and everything else. I would love to change what I’m used to wearing and how I do my makeup. I am aiming for a person that doesn’t have their “usual self” at anytime, and their atmosphere differs each day but their core part doesn’t change. Also, I would like to keep my skin clean. Also, I would like to become someone that doesn’t think the effort to become beautiful is bothersome. I want to become someone that is always trying their best to become their best version of themselves at any given time.
This is the end of the descriptions of my dreams for now. I hope you kind of remember some of these things in your head and just think that this blog’s author wants to be this kind of person. I would also like to come back to this blog and read it again and again. Of course my dreams are bound to change as I get older and the environment around me changes but I hope you understand. I fully understand that I’m quite far from the women I want to be but I am sure that I can reach it someday and I’m ready to put the efforts in to it. I hope everyone keeps hustling for their dreams as well. And I hope so much that everyone of you reading this can achieve their dreams in their lifetime.